Pondering...

Altho now is not really a good time for me to think rather clearly (a good reason is that is it's 2am in the morning; notice the tendency of me blogging late on weekends?!)... but I can't really sleep and really feel like.. well, pondering.

I ponder about the greatest of the universe.. what exist high above our heads and below our feet.. what's going on there even as we speak. We homo sapiens tend to be so selfish most of the time... Spending like 90% of our days thinking about what we're gonna eat, wear, do,.. it's all about my ambition, my future.. me, me, ME!

I guess sometimes we can be so ignorant of other people, society, cultures (woaa.. how did i get this farr ?!)

And... I ponder about how some of my friends are planning to leave the city and eventually the States.. what happens in the next 5 years... and how sad (sometimes) it feels to experience what's called - 'changes'.
People changes and goes to different directions at certain times in life.. and no matter how wise and mature i'm trying to be, saying goodbye and knowing you have that certain distance (physically AND mentally) with that someone, always brings a hurtful pierce.

And I ponder (it's quite a jump i know).. how in the world am I going to get a genuine (as in authentic, original, REAL) LV bag with a not-oh-so-eye brow-lifting-price.. And it's not for moi, mind you! It's a gift for someone dearest to me.. :)

Then I ponder about what in the world am I doing here writting this blog.. without even sure anyone would read this piece of 'literature' anyways..
Well.. at least you did. :)
Okay. I'm done pondering.

Hey, after all.. this blog is called 'my daily ramblings'.. i'm entitled to do just that. ;P